Waiting…

I’ve said it before but infertility involves so much waiting.

Currently, I’m waiting for my period to arrive. Something I’ve done every month for 4 years now, and something that feels harder and more painful each time. And, of course, my latest cycle was the longest I’ve had for over 2 years. 45 long days. I’m desperately hoping this cycle won’t be the same, can the universe give us a break, please?!

Our wine fridge has now become my medication fridge. There’s still wine in there, unopened since Christmas, and when we’re successful I’m going to really enjoy drinking it. (See how I said ‘when’, still clinging onto my tiny ray of hope.)

Lx